Cancer

I m in the area of dark shadow, And its deep into night So deep So very deep to look for light Far too deep for the ray of love I m stuck I m trapped In so very deep darkness I can't make out the difference, It feels i m the part of black. Between where i am, who am i, I want to get you. And stare Deep through dark, And stars surrounding the whole sky, in that beautiful night, I want to have that Feeling Of "belongingness". To a place out of discrimination, No abandon, You accept me Without any questions. As you once said i m so unique, As you only know how it feels on other side, Being apart from rest, Standing out of Crowd. Being in the spotlight, for reasons you dont know, Or don't know how to justify them. filled with fear, Being afraid of love, Being afraid to come closer. Yet being afraid of loneliness, Because you only knew, It kills me from inside Just like a last stage Cancer. But what is LOVE ? Its like being diagnosed with Cancer, But you are made to smoke. Smoke till your lungs give up, till you destroy yourself But you think its fine, Or pretend to think that way. When you are in real world, You are broken Broken in trillions of pieces. Still knocking the door out from darkness, I came out, But doors locked, Heavenly bodies away, And then i again realize i am still in love With you.