with wax of my melted heart

Today on the side note it came to my mind

hovering in your thoughts diving blindly

that your voice was always a healing spree for me.

passing on those nights you were the one who took me to the park.

when you first held my hand fingers entangled different shades,

turning on those lights we walked swaying the hands.

We still don't have our picture together

coz you were particular on your choice

You stared at me but I didn't looked at you.

different shades of red even darker than your thoughts.

You still dont give a damn holding your insecurities.

listen idiot, dont dare to leave me I m incomplete without you.

Journey goes on but my choice never changed

I ll still hold your hand supporting you every second through the shit outside.

That day, do u remember our last meeting ?

which was on the staircase after months

the chance of getting those clichè polaroids I shall not.

my hidden files holds some of your beautiful pics which no one else has.

My new handset.

holds the second story of you after my mom u looked at the camera

your head on my shoulder and the first picture I lost.

diverting to your lens vividly I felt safe and loved.

That home which I made for us,

bit by bit gathering love you left that without looking back.

not even once did you turn around

28th june, 7th september, 22nd december

only thrice did you thought of me last year ?

not even once you turned around to see tears rolling down

from the face down to the arm

you took yourself away from me

memories are what is left with me behind

I've gone timeless ever since bit by bit reaaranging stuck there

playing those "aima" track

old records

painting grey pictures on white canvas,

letters posted to you sealed

with the wax squeezed out of my melted heart.